this is damn cute and funny~

dont you think so?!

this is MANY TIMES FUNNY!!!!!! MY GUAN YING MA!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

they are singing in tamil for your info. harhar.

At this moment....

I JUST CANT HELP IT BUT TO DROP AN ENTRY BEFORE I HEAD TO MY BELOVED PINKY BED!

why?!

At This Moment....

i have this special feeling..

and that is...

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH!

and NOVEMBER IS APPROACHING!

thinking back on the memories we've shared throughout this whole year...

i am really please and glad that i have met someone like my BABY SWEETEST ONE!

i just cant ask for anything more.. you are the best. LOVE YOU!

and furthermore.. on the 15th... its my BIG DAY! my birthday!! WOHHOO! feels like its gonna be tomorrow. HARHAR!

AHHH!! why am i missing my boyfriend so much?!! sweetie, come love me more.. IM GREEDY!!

Please be healed soon my baby! when you are hurt, i feel your pain too. so BE HEALED!

its gonna be a GREAT DAY tomorrow!

oh yes! i met my dearest SERENE this afternoon! OHH i seriously miss every single bit of you!!

THANKS KP FOR THE MEAL AND GELARE! WE NEED TO MEET UP MORE!!!!!

HI WORLD!

for your info, i will be scolding later. so please pardon me.

its sunday! how SAD?

its a new week tomorrow. my life seemed like a routine. WHY? harhar. school and school, home and home, rot and rot, chill and chill, eat and eat, grow fat and grow fat, complain and complain. all sorts of rubbish. but hey, i doubt my life is boring. i find it rather interesting or maybe... ERM. colourful?

it was school from monday to thurs. freaking BORING. but i have got no choice but to bear with it. had photo shoot session with my classmates. love my babes to the MAX. its so fun having you girls around me.

friday... NO SCHOOL! that is like a super wonderful news as of this semester of mine lar! love it like mad too! can sleep like a pig and yes be a pig. eat sleep eat sleep grow fat eat sleep eat sleep.

well! least i have HALF of my oct free from work and YES relax and enjoy. before i start working like a bull again.. harhar.

oh yes! and my dearest SERENE is back home LAST NIGHT! you can never imagine how much i miss you and how MANY MANY MANY MANY stuffs i wanna update you about.

and MY WEEKENDS!!

it was uber great. enjoyed spending time with my beloved one and his family. hees. stayed over. played a new game that i got introduced to by sweetheart. love it like mad. PLEASE dont break my record okie darling?

if only i could work hard for my exams like i played so hard for this game..... harhars!

ALRIGHT!

my sunday! i spend most of my time sleeping! so does my sweetheart.

first, i was disturbed at 4AM!!!!! in the morning by a retarded call by a drunk woman. and ofcoz, a drunk woman is a mad woman. why mad?! called me up and scold for toot???

oh yes. SHE reads my blog too. THANKS! i appreciate it. BUT! please remember this :

IF YOU DO NOT ENJOY READING THE ENTRIES IVE TYPED, KINDLY CLICK AT YOUR TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER. AND THIS IS MY BLOG~ I BLOG WHAT I LIKE AND WHAT I WANT! YOU HAVE NO SAY SO READ AND SHUT THE TOOT UP!

she called me and ask me not to sleep anymore and head down all the way to i dont know where to find my brother. AS!! this two ADULTS got themselves drunk!

and hello! im not responsible for my BROTHER AS IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!

HE ASKED YOU OUT TO DRINK!!! not i ask him to ask you out to go drinking with him?!!

AND BOTH OF YOU ARE ADULTS! jolly well know how to take care of yourself before even decide to drink more PLEASE!

two of them?!! going to DRINK!!! go drunk together and both go mad together! she called me up and expect me to get mad together? i bet she is really mad!!

FIRST!

IF YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO WORK THE FOLLOWING DAY! PLEASE FUCKING KNOW YOUR LIMITS WHEN YOU ARE OUT DRINKING!!!! or BETTER DISCIPLINE YOURSELF AND NOT DRINK!!!!!!

IF YOU KNOW YOU HAVE HEALTH ISSUES LIKE ASTHMA!!! PLEASE KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! by, NOT DRINKING!

IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU GOT YOURSELF DRUNK WITH MY BROTHER!

IT WAS HIM WHO ASK YOU OUT NOT ME! YOU BOTH ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOURSELVES WHEN YOU BOTH ARE OUT TOGETHER!

it is okie that you both go drinking together, but why drink so much? dont you know you might have to take care of yourself? or maybe the person next to you? have you ever THOUGHT of the CONSEQUENCES of drinking too much?!

and i seriously am THANKING you for helping out with my brother. and i really HOPE you could give me a space to talk before you start being grumpy about me not THANKING YOU!

but. she called me up just want to hear me thank her??? fact is, she make a fuss about me not thanking her. about me not being appreciative.

but. did i ask her to go drinking? i didnt! did i ask my brother to get drunk? i didnt too! i didnt even know what happened! i was in my dreams alright..........

she just want to find fault with me. with the excuse of ya shes drunk......

so a DRUNK person is innocent lar!?!

maybe i should get myself drunk den!! HAHAHAHA!

I JUST DONT DESERVED EVERYTHING THAT SHE SAID TO ME ON THE PHONE! AND HER ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME! I SO DONT DESERVED IT!

FANCY CALLING ME UP WHILE IM ASLEEP AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF!

and again THAT IS SO LAUGHABLE! -she laughed like a mad woman when i said laughable- so readers, JUST LAUGH!

YES! he asked you out to drink, BUT DID HE ASK YOU OUT TO GET DRUNK TOGETHER WITH HIM?!!!!!!

and! why do you even get yourself drunk OUTSIDE?! when you are a woman! dont you even WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN SAFETY?!

i am totally out of this matter!

but she ringed me up coz my brother is drunk!

when i asked further, she told me not to ask and just stop sleeping and get down to? I DONT KNOW THE FUCKING PLACE! she didnt even say properly lar!

HELLO! and i called my brother times and times again, i couldnt get him. and when the line got through, all i hear is the mad woman going mad. thats is totally pissing me off! 4am alright!

oh ya. i havent INTRO about her yet. she is just somebody whom i almost FORGOTTEN who she is.

and out of a sudden she appeared. uninvited by me ofcoz. first, WHO SAYS YOU COULD GET HOLD OF MY NUMBER?! so rude!

she got hold of my number, she wanted to call me up to scold, sms and scold. FOR FUCK?! i did not offend her! mad woman right?! and who GIVES YOU THE RIGHTS TO EVEN SCOLD ME?

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE! LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU START OPENING YOUR MOUTH!

she starts saying things like: your brother love you alot do you know that? etc etc etc.

me: i dont even know what she is talking about? calling at 4am to tell me my brother loves me alot?

and she added: theres a lot of things you dont know.... etc etc..

me: like as thou she knows? hello. -^?

i said something like grow up etc etc. her replied was: jessie you grow up already you should know how to think.... etc etc..

she added: i also got read your blog.

me: i wondered. do i need her to call me at that hour to tell me she reads my blog or other rubbish? LOOK AT THE TIME PLEASE!

what the hell is she talking about i wonder?! at 4am alright! really pissing me off.

YES I HAVE INDEED GROWN UP! AND I CERTAINLY KNOWS WHAT AM I DOING!

I WONT GO OUT DRINKING IF IM ASTHMATIC! I WONT GO DRINKING WITH JUST ANOTHER GUY ONLY! I WONT GO DRINKING IF I HAVE TO WORK THE FOLLOWING DAY!

and!!

EVEN IF I GO, I WONT GET MYSELF DRUNK AND MAKE A FOOL OUTTA MYSELF AND IN THE END SUFFER BY CARRYING A GUY BACK TO HIS HOUSE?

and if you know my brother will be drowning himself, why call me at 4am? you should have called me earlier!!! or even, you should have think and drag him out of the i dont know where and stopped him! call his friends for help. call me? I AM AT THE END OF SINGAPORE LAR! and moreover, i have already asked the one who stays in my house to head down asap!

THIS IS SIMPLE! DOESNT NEED TO BE TAUGHT RIGHT?!

two persons who are feeling low hanging out together, what will be your conclusion?

do you get anything settled? or do you feel even betteR?

NO! both of you just drown yourself with sadness. share how sad both of you are. but? have you both come out with a solution to stop feeling sad?

why even let both sad-der hang out together and dwell together?

and that is why the 4am incident happened. to me, that incident shouldnt even happened lar!

its not like life and death thing you know!

WHY DRAG ME IN FOR NOTHING! INSANITY!

anyway. my brother said it will not happened again! i really hope he honour his words!

AND SO!

i didnt sleep from 4 am till 12 plus pm.

instead, i accompanied my sweetheart to the NEW BALANCE REAL RUN 2007 AT i dont remember where. he ran 15km. madness right?

i waited in the car. so HOT! i slept in there like for 20min. the sun is like BURNING? im melting. harhar.

so i walked around. watched the run. INTERESTING!

i promised sweetheart i will go for a run like this with him!

MARK MY WORDS DARLING! i will! i really mean it!!

then, i slept from 12 plus till around 4pm... dead tired. whose fault? sigh!

then, DINNER! with sweetheart and his family!

it was a yummilicious one! LOVE IT!

* if you are wondering, why do i scold so much? wonder again, why do people always give me trouble?

i need to meet better humans......

human who will think of solutions to clear problems rather than a human who becomes mad and grumpy over problems!

I CANT STAND PEOPLE LIKE THAT!!

better humans..oh better humans....

OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH!

OH MY GUAN YING MA! OH MY GUAN YING MA! OH MY GUAN YING MA!

giggles, cheezels, chuckles, mumbles, and still giggles~!

My God has given me the GREATEST miracle of my life!!

MY BROTHER BLESSED ME WITH 5o BUCKS YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO DARN PINKY HAPPY!

Thank God!

ANGRY MISSY NEEDS TO BITCH NOW!

my brother has a friend who stays in my house. its totally fine with me coz he has to pay a RENT!

what got me pissed was, he can use computer 24hrs and not only that he doesnt help out in the household.

and in the house, he is the only free person who doesnt need to WORK like real WORK! he "works" on the computer most of the time.

i offered him to have bread if hes hungry. he FINISHED it. without leaving some for me. GREAT!

i offered him noodles and eggs if hes hungry. he dirtied my cooking area and did not clean it up. Instead, i saw dried egg whites. SURPRISED!

and i said before, please clean up the cooking area if YOU are to cook for the day!

and he told me!!! he didnt see the egg whites coming out when he breaks it apart and pour it into the noodles?!! goodness gracious, is he blind or what i thought!!!!

he put my water flask at the basin area when my water flask is supposed to be near my cooking area. and he said: HE ACCIDENTALLY place it there? i guess theres alot of ACCIDENTS in my house!

he told me my bathroom light got burned out. indirectly meaning he is telling me to fix it! HELLO! you are one of the GUYS in the house lor! asking me to fix something i didnt know?

i asked if he knows, he says yes. i asked him to fixed it. he say hes busy. so i asked him to inform my brother. but my brother is busy and that he has to work and sleep and work again.

that guy reply was: no lor he never sleep, he went out with his gf. and i replied DUH. he has a gf and has to be with gf thats why no time what.

and he said: no i was with them and i told him.

but what i wanted was. even though he told my brother about the burned out thingy. since my brother didnt have the time or just didnt fix it. THE FREE one should help out lar~

its not like he doesnt use the bathroom what!

he reply: i also got help out in the household one what.

i wondered, ya he did. but who can do a cleaner job than i do? clean the toilet? just washing the toilet bowl? oh ya help out in the household, leaving the toilet floor out to be clean? retard or what? clean toilet meaning clean the WHOLE TOILET WAD?!

probably sweeping too. i saw. but it was just HIS area. meaning the area where he sits and play computer!!!!!!!

he washes the bathroom, once in a very long while. not as clean as i did thou!

i expect him to help out in the household coz he is staying and also he might be ACCIDENTALLY dirtying it. he is still a human after all. not staying in the house just paying rent and not cleaning up.

anyway. the rent was just a pathetic 200bucks lor.

200bucks, free from bills. electricity bills coz he used the most. he can "work" on the comp 24hours. free from cleaning? free from this and that?

there is no free breakfast lunch and dinner in the world and in my house!!

think comes with free maid jessie huh!

i already had enough of a brother that doesnt clean the house, so i cleaned it. but i cant stand another human being becoming nearer to the character of my brother!!!

if you read my past entries about my brother, HE HASNT changed. so.. im not gonna bitch about him anymore. im sick of it.

my brother doesnt boil water to drink its okie. coz i already make a point to do it myself and a flask of my own, why my own, coz my brother drinks COLD water only. but, the friend misplace my flask and thus i dont know if its drinkable and he ended up saying it was an accident. if he take it, why cant he place it back at the place where he first took it? why go the "extra mile" to misplace it?

my brother seldom cook already so i took the chance to quickly clean the cooking area. but that friend took the chance of the clean area and DIRTIED it.

my brother never wash the whole toilet so last week, i took the chance when theres noone at home and cleaned up my entire house. and i did from 4+pm till 9+pm. without dinner!!!!

who understand my pain?? who understand the angry me?! besides my boyfriend. harhar

please never marry a man who doesnt clean the house as good as you did girls! coz you will suffer like mad! he will dirty it and in the end you are gonna spend the entire day cleaning. he will say he did help out but its a retarded answer. as simple as ya i did clean the toilet. oh just washing the toilet bowls. and guys love to pee without peeing STRAIGHT to the bowl. so who wash the floor then? WE GIRLS!

please never marry a man who has no responsibilities too. some people just have no responsibilities to the things they've touch, for eg the cups that was used, just leaving it there for days! empty bottles etc etc. whatever a human does, REFLECT on their character!

so what is his character says about him?

HORRIBLE!!

for your deeper understanding, im not a jie pi person..

oh ya. there was once i dropped a pizza on the floor. and he said: LATER MOP the floor coz i cleaned it already.

i wanted to reply him: are you a stupid retard? i dropped at this area i gotta mop the whole place? when i already got myself a wet cloth to clean it up. and anyway, he said he mopped already, it doesnt feel or look like someone did mopped it.

but my reply was: its my house or its YOUR house. and ofcoz he kept quiet.

i was the one who expect cleanliness in the house and definitely i would clean up the area where i dirtied. do i need him who dirties ONLY to tell me how?

i hate to be nice to people when they so DO NOT deserved it.

i dont know what school he attends, but i see him at home everyday! he never attend school i guess. and sometimes when he goes, he returns like only 3 hours later..

what kinda school teaches less than 3 days and only 3 hours? i didnt count the travelling time too. haha!

i also wanna attend that kinda school!

i need to meet better humans!!!

i didnt feel like blogging but since ive got nothing to do now.. must well.. do something.

let me start from some stupid rubbish happenings ive encounter alrights?!

first and foremost. the girls and i met this particular "yandao" from school. being introduced to by our very nice Lecturer. why "yandao" thats what he always NAMED himself. not that he is REALLY that kinda "yandao" he is actually a very stupid yet acting super duper smart and handsome de "DAO YAN"!!!!

he said he is working for this very well known organisation and they are recruiting people for their new business unit. remember, he is one "dao yan" okie?! harhar.

he -zi pai, zi dao and zi yan- damn lame. and damn stupid. oh yes. he is a 30 years old and a super immature person. damn negative about life and loves to get himself drunk. NOT only that. he loves to commit suicide. i wondered, WHY ISNT HE DEAD YET? and even if he wants to end his life, why would he even ANNOUCE that he is gonna commit suicide? damn stupid isnt it?

fucking hell called me like mad last month. the first few days after we've gotten known "dao yan" he called us like mad. practically disturbing us. using STUPID excuses like: its important, got report to submit, if you cant answer a call like this, what about in future you start working and blah blah. this and that rubbish. at the beginning i didnt bother much about all the nonsensical calls. coz im good at entertaining STUPID and PEST kinda person. well "dao yan" certainly fits up to that STUPID AND PEST kinda criteria lar.

he even make super big fuss about whenever he calls, each and everyone of us have to answer his calls. FUCK YOU! who the hell wants to answer your call? your calls are either problems that is non-existing or will never ever pop out till you GROW PROBLEMS yourself. you are a fucking good "dao yan" who loves to grow problems.

i entertained his problems. but to think again. his problems are problems he comes out with! fucking simple problems he ask me how? i have to entertain him like its my problem. ELLO "stupid man~" you have a problem, you should be a MAN and not a PUSSY! and settle it with your own might. and moreover, its a damn lame and stupid problem and its so fucking MINOR! or rather non existing. coz we were all fooled by you! read with your eyes wide open, WERE all fooled. but no longer NOW!

everything started out badly. but he act pathetic. oh ya. he is indeed a pathetic somebody. he called me before i gets out of bed, not even when im awake. he called me while im in the midst of revision for my exams and even before i head to bed. he is the first i talk to in the morning, RELUCTANTLY. and last to talk to at night before i head bed, RELUCTANTLY TOO!

and NORMALLY!! missy have got no time for such entertainment. I WANT TO TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND ALRIGHTS! who are you? who wants to talk to you? who wants to hear you?! anyway, do you know your voice sounds like a pussy? and a fucking old retarded man? no~ rather like a KID. coz you are damn blardy childish!

and just to let you know, i know you love reading blogs.. ESP ROXANN AND MINE! please do read more. you think i want to hear you talk? and hear your problems? or even head out with you? for some stupid and useless meetings? all because you said you are recruiting for this organisation!

you asked for a meet up this particular day. and all you complained and asked me HOW was! roxann is attached!

its not even a matter of yours dickhead!

but the most important question is.

WHY WOULD THEY EVEN EMPLOY YOU TO WORK FOR THEM FOR SUCHA BIG PROJECT WHEN YOU YOURSELF IS A HUGE PROBLEM TO THE ORGANISATION?????

stop ranting about the importance of this stupid rubbish. who cares! i was keen, thinking its a good opportunity. but to think again, you came out with this "Recruiting" thingy. "dao yan" and its completely non existing! and to me, in or not. NOT IMPORTANT! haha! you can continue to "act". noone is gonna entertain your rubbish!

FACTS: he said he is from this company and said rubbish and act as our trainer and wants to train for this thing he came out with. and that is... totally non-existing. so he is kinda like a CON-man. so we are all ganna conned. but. he came to us through our lecturer, he betrayed our lecturer's trust too. as he was our lecturer's 10 years ago's STUDENT.

oh ya. to let my readers get better to know this matter. he wanted to "train" us. and since he started the training, he wanted to end it too. but AFTER much questions from my lecturer, he give stupid excuses to reject to meet and even my lecturer doubts him. oh yes and he is now DEAD. oh ya he "dao yan" whats! he acted so well. he plays DEAD now. disappeared! HAHAHAHAH!

he also has a friendster account. BUT HE CHANGED it! or maybe deleted it. low life asshole!

you are wasting the girls and my time. well more of the girls, they have to listen to your pussy rantings and complains and you are a big whiner. a 30 years old whiner. you are free but we are not! you are lonely but we are not! you are boring but we are not! you are super ugly and we are all so NOT!

you should be sorry for all that you've caused! you aint a man! but a lousy pussy! please learn to grow up little MAN!

oh yes he said he has communication problems with us! and indeed he does. coz we are all mature and sensible! but he is not!

calling us everyday, telling us things that is not existing gets you happier? you are mad "dao yan"! not only tell us about non existing stuffs. he even told the girls about this woman who likes him for many years and whatever whatever. do you think all of us even cared?!

wanna get closer to roxann? slowly dream alright. oh ya you dreamt about her getting married right?! oh yes she will! and definitely not to you! harhar!

dear world. he is just another disgusting, childish, dumb, pathetic, loser.

on the lighter note.

out with nelson today. we wanted to head to the zoo today. but apparently it rained. so we went marina square instead.

caught Mr WoodCock. not really funny. not really interesting.

cafe cartel after that.with KY and nelson. VERY YUMMILICIOUS MEAL.

most importantly!

THANK YOU NELSON!

he is my forever best buddy!!

i went to visit the dentist today.

teeth tightening.

AND! im in great pain now!!!!

AHHHH!!!

my sweetheart is busy with his revision for his test tomorrow.

keep on keeping on sweetie! do me proud!!!!!! i give you a day off from missing me!

HARHAR!

so hardworking. love him. all the best for the paper. I LOVE YOU PRECIOUS!

HAPPY ELEVENTH BABY!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Chalet with the Girls on tues and wed.

babes present were Marilyn, Joyce, Roxann, Agnes, Xue Ping, Candy ho, Candy ong, Nancy and the most important one, MISSY ME! -laughs-

everyone brought along themselves. but not much of food! its "horrigible"+"terrigible"= VEGETABLES lar! let me correct this, its horrible and terrible for not bringing enough food for BBQ, we might just have to BBQ LEAVES lor? haha!!!! the fallen leaves i was saying. haha. waiting and waiting for food to fly down from heaven... HARHAR!

well. i was supposed to meet my darlings at Harbourfront. i was late, due to the fact that i am in the rush to purchase PANTIES at ERO. using VOUCHERS that will be due just the day after. why panties? coz i dont like their BRA. haha.

the girls didnt wait for me as there isnt much time. so they left without me. BUT! i was the first who got to the chalet. AMAZING. harhar!

SEE! im soooooo nice right. waiting patiently for you girls alright! hahahaaha!

went outta sentosa to vivo to purchase more food. thanks to my Islander card. admission FREE. to and fro from sentosa!!hehe.

im falling in love with BBQ. anyone please invite me for BBQ if you are organising one alright?! I WILL BE THERE FOR SURE. TO EAT. harhar.

know what?

I HAVE LOADS AND LOADS OF PICTURES TO SHARE!!!!!

can you see ma cute flower?


Marilyn and missy moi.


PREETAYYY flower...


love the sun, love the sea, love sentosa!


Candy ho, Xue Ping and Joyce!




missy, marilyn, joyce and roxann!


US!


THEM!


Joyce and Roxann!


MARKETING TIME!!!!








PREPARING OF FOOD!


the fire starters professionals. HAHA


i am not the only cam whorer here. let me introduce JOYCE. haha!








Xueping and Agnes!!


eveyone's busy!


NANCY AND ROXANN!


SEXY!


OUR SEXY BACKS!!!!




sexy BUTT??

im kpo-ing over 5 cats....


still kpo-ing.


THE CAM WHORERS!


"candy!! got auto focus nots? HARHAR!!!"










CHECK OUT MY MATCHING PIPES!!!!!!!!!!!!






HI!! WE ARE ALL SELLING OUR HOUSE!!! HARHARHARHAR!!












back into the room...












the rest left for home cold heartedly... leaving just the 3 of us there.....


we drank...


my fav..








LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!










sexy joyce!




our calender girl marilyn! harhar! way toooooo hot!!!






seductive? hehe














some guys offered this HUGE chocolaty cake. and it taste yummilicious!!




what kids does when they eat ice cream or cakes....... they just dirty their whole mouth...








ITS BATHING TIME!!

know what? joyce and marilyn was singing out loud while in the bath.... our upcoming superstar. haha.

THE FOLLOWING DAY.

we walked around SENTOSA. FORT SILOSO, SKY TOWER, IMAGES OF SINGAPORE.

this is what ive learnt during the trip.... SILOSO in philipino means a JEALOUS PERSON..








my men at work..










still at work..


ma territory..










last stop at IOS.

and it marks the end of my sentosa trip.

ITS FRIDAY TODAY!

work.....